SPIRIT UNBROKEN the Blog by Sue Brown: AN EXAMPLE TO FOLLOW... for ALL!
SPIRIT UNBROKEN the Blog by Sue Brown: AN EXAMPLE TO FOLLOW... for ALL!: Kindred Spirits: no anger; just acceptance! A time ago, (I have never forgotten this story), on 20/20 ( ABC ), I watched the story ...
AN EXAMPLE TO FOLLOW... for ALL!
Kindred Spirits: no anger; just acceptance!
A time ago, (I have never forgotten this story), on 20/20 ( ABC ), I watched the story of an amazing young girl, who confirmed my belief that we can indeed overcome great tests and challenges with positive attitude and our own healing energy.
Brittney Bergeron (Himmel),then sixteen, survived the unthinkable in 2003. At the young age of ten, she was left home alone to care for not only herself, but her three year old sister as well. Her mother and father struggled with their own demons of drugs and alcohol and for several years Brittney had been bounced back and forth between them. At best, her home life was unstable.
She was then, living in a trailer park some 80 miles outside of Las Vegas. The ten year old, Brittney, and three year old “Sissy” were left alone while their mother and new boyfriend gambled at a nearby hotel. This very act is Child Abuse and reckless endangerment of children. AND…the worst did happen; it always does. While the young girls were alone, two teens from the area, a brother and sister, themselves from a troubled home…broke into the trailer and brutally attacked both girls. They had been dupped in a drug deal by Brittney’s mother and were seeking revenge. They found it!
Both girls were stabbed with a butcher knife repeatedly. The three year old died in the hospital, but Brittney survived. She was paralyzed from the waist down and then for the next six years was in a wheelchair. But, this is when “… my life got good” she amazingly said.
With her mother in jail, Brittney was placed in a foster home. It was here, although confined to a wheelchair, that with love and caring from exceptional people, the Himmels, she started to heal. It mattered little to her that she could not walk like most young girls…what mattered most was that she was LOVED and cared for. Case positive that all things are relative in life. For a normal child, from a normal home…paralysis would have sent the entire family into a tailspin.
The Himmels, who had long cared for children with “special needs” saw this as nothing out of the ordinary. They encouraged Brittney to participate in wheelchair athletics. Instead of feeling sorry for herself, this young girl felt the need to make not only the Himmels proud, but herself as well. Recently, Brittney was adopted by the Himmels after years and years of her birth mother fighting the adoption.
Brittney Bergeron Himmel is an amazing example of honor and positive, self- healing energy. She gives honor not only to herself , but to all who are challenged physically. Integrity is hers by the mere fact she is not wallowing in self pity. What this young woman seems to grasp…is that she is not “dead” like her younger sister killed that fateful night…but alive. LIFE, that is the gift; the tests and challenges, even Childhood Abuse…they are all relative.
The journey is the destination. Live it well and heal.
Brittney Bergeron (Himmel),then sixteen, survived the unthinkable in 2003. At the young age of ten, she was left home alone to care for not only herself, but her three year old sister as well. Her mother and father struggled with their own demons of drugs and alcohol and for several years Brittney had been bounced back and forth between them. At best, her home life was unstable.
She was then, living in a trailer park some 80 miles outside of Las Vegas. The ten year old, Brittney, and three year old “Sissy” were left alone while their mother and new boyfriend gambled at a nearby hotel. This very act is Child Abuse and reckless endangerment of children. AND…the worst did happen; it always does. While the young girls were alone, two teens from the area, a brother and sister, themselves from a troubled home…broke into the trailer and brutally attacked both girls. They had been dupped in a drug deal by Brittney’s mother and were seeking revenge. They found it!
Both girls were stabbed with a butcher knife repeatedly. The three year old died in the hospital, but Brittney survived. She was paralyzed from the waist down and then for the next six years was in a wheelchair. But, this is when “… my life got good” she amazingly said.
With her mother in jail, Brittney was placed in a foster home. It was here, although confined to a wheelchair, that with love and caring from exceptional people, the Himmels, she started to heal. It mattered little to her that she could not walk like most young girls…what mattered most was that she was LOVED and cared for. Case positive that all things are relative in life. For a normal child, from a normal home…paralysis would have sent the entire family into a tailspin.
The Himmels, who had long cared for children with “special needs” saw this as nothing out of the ordinary. They encouraged Brittney to participate in wheelchair athletics. Instead of feeling sorry for herself, this young girl felt the need to make not only the Himmels proud, but herself as well. Recently, Brittney was adopted by the Himmels after years and years of her birth mother fighting the adoption.
Brittney Bergeron Himmel is an amazing example of honor and positive, self- healing energy. She gives honor not only to herself , but to all who are challenged physically. Integrity is hers by the mere fact she is not wallowing in self pity. What this young woman seems to grasp…is that she is not “dead” like her younger sister killed that fateful night…but alive. LIFE, that is the gift; the tests and challenges, even Childhood Abuse…they are all relative.
The journey is the destination. Live it well and heal.
SPIRIT UNBROKEN the Blog by Sue Brown: BEING THE BEST WE CAN BE... not only for ourselves...
SPIRIT UNBROKEN the Blog by Sue Brown: BEING THE BEST WE CAN BE... not only for ourselves...: As an English Educator, this quote by Ralph Waldo Emerson , has long been one of my favorites. I wasn't really sure why, but n...
BEING THE BEST WE CAN BE... not only for ourselves, but for others too!
As an English Educator, this quote by Ralph Waldo Emerson, has long been one of my favorites. I wasn't really sure why, but now with age and ever increasing worldly knowledge... I do know!
LIFE is scary, but we can do it with merely giving it a solid attempt, knowing that we attempted our best effort (s), and accepting the outcome... whatever was intended by our Maker and Fate.
LIFE is scary, but we can do it with merely giving it a solid attempt, knowing that we attempted our best effort (s), and accepting the outcome... whatever was intended by our Maker and Fate.
“When a resolute young fellow steps up to the great bully, the world, and takes him boldly by the beard, he is often surprised to find it comes off in his hand, and that it was only tied on to scare away the timid adventurers.”
FEAR
It’s so easy to get stuck in fear and let it hold you back.
- Trying new things It's as simple as trying something new for lunch or a new hobby. Maybe it is even proposing something new to the Boss. Don't fall into the I could have a bad experience, look foolish, or fail. Yes, we might.
- Living your life as you wanted to. Fear has held me in its grip and calmly explained to me that it would be best and most comfortable for me to stay where I am and to do nothing new. And many times, I have sadly believed the fear and gotten myself stuck in a place where I honestly deep down didn’t want to be.
The fears we have are based in how we think about things. Destructive thought habits can create a lot of fear that is really unnecessary and damaging.
1. You keep the fear foggy and undefined.
As long as your fear of doing something is foggy and undefined, and just floating around in your head, it will hold you back and often grow stronger with time.
What to do instead:
Ask yourself this question: what is the worst that could realistically happen?
This will:
- Bring a lot of clarity... to what you truly fear.
- Defuse quite a bit of fuzzy fears or disaster scenarios... that may have been bouncing around in your mind.
- Help you to realize that you can often bounce back... pretty quickly even if the worst-case scenario somehow becomes reality.
2. You keep the fear to yourself.
When you keep the fear to yourself, in my experience, it can easily take charge of your imagination and build a horrific and paralyzing nightmare in your mind.
Just being alone with the fear makes it is easy to lose touch with reality.
What to do instead:
Writing it out can certainly help. Another step you can take is to share your fear with someone else.
By sharing and getting some level-headed input from a friend or family member that "nightmare" can often be quickly deflated and seen for what it really is.
And just talking about it to someone who truly listens will release a lot of your inner tensions.
3. You focus on aspects that will keep you stuck.
If you just focus on the negative things that could happen if you face your fear, then it will be very hard to start moving forward.
What to do instead:
A change in perspective is needed.
You can get it by talking to your friend or family member and by exchanging ideas and experiences about what opportunities lie ahead if you move forward.
You do it by focusing on the positive and on why you want to move towards what you fear.
A few questions that have helped me to find the more constructive and positive perspective when I have faced a fear are:
- What are the potential upsides that I want and can have by taking these actions?
- What are the potential upsides in one year if I start moving on this path? And in five years?
- And how will my life be in five years if I continue on the fearful path that I am on today?
4. You misinterpret the often little information you have.
It is easy to take very few experiences – maybe just one – and start seeing them as evidence of something permanent and frightening in your life.
What to do instead:
Question your fears and what they are based upon.
Doing this helped me to for example reduce my fear of social rejection.
I looked back at a few situations from my past that formed and fueled that fear.
And I realized that:
- Honestly, I may have just misinterpreted being rejected in some of those situations.
- I often wasn’t rejected because it was something wrong with what I did but simply because we weren’t realistically a good match for each other. Or because the other person had a bad day or because he or she simply wanted to push me down to feel better about himself or herself in that moment.
This was an eye-opening experience and also helped me to understand that everything is not about me and what I do. And that our memories can often be pretty inaccurate and unhelpful if not reexamined later on.
And that our minds love to create patterns and conclusions based on very little evidence or few experiences.
5. You try to push the fear away.
When you try to deny a fear in your life, when you try to push it away or not think about it then it can often grow stronger.
What to do instead:
I have found in recent years that pushing the fear away can certainly work and help you to not be paralyzed from taking action. But I have also discovered that it can sometimes be more helpful to accept the fear.
To accept that it is there instead of for example trying to tell yourself to focus on the positive like a laser-beam.
That may sound a bit vague so here’s how I do it.
- Breathe Take a few breaths and focus only on the air going in and out to calm and center yourself a bit.
- Tell yourself something like: “Yes, the fear is here. It simply is at this point in time.”
- Take that feeling of fear in and just let it be there in your body and mind. It will be uncomfortable. But just for short while.
Because if you do then after a while – often just after a few minutes of discomfort in my experience – the fear starts to lose steam. It becomes a lot smaller or just seems to float away.
And it becomes a lot easier to think clear and constructive thoughts again.
6. You make it harder than it needs to be to take action.
If you think that you have to take action in a big, heroic and risky leap to overcome your fear then that may often lead to more fear and to not taking any action at all.
What to do instead:
A more helpful way to go about things is to not go all in at once. But to instead just dip your toes in. To take a small step forward but to do it today or as soon as you can.
And to take that first step slowly if you like.
The most important thing is that you start moving. That you start building momentum forward so that you can take more small and perhaps slow steps forward.
Doing things this way will not only build momentum but also self-confidence and expand your comfort zone. And all of this will make it a lot easier to take a bit bigger steps later on too if you’d like to.
Fear.
It’s so easy to get stuck in it. To let it hold you back.
I have been there many times in my life.
The fear has, for example, held me back from:
- Trying new things. It has held me back from trying something new for lunch or a new hobby because I feared I would have a bad experience or fail. And so I stuck to my usual routine and choices.
- Asking someone out for a date. Because I didn’t want to risk being rejected or looking like a fool in eyes of other people.
- Living my life like I deep down wanted to. The fear has held me in its grip and calmly explained to me that it would be best and most comfortable for me to stay where I am and to do nothing new. And many times I have sadly believed the fear and gotten myself stuck in a place where I honestly deep down didn’t want to be.
The fears we have are based in how we think about things. Destructive thought habits can create a lot of fear that is really unnecessary and damaging.
But there are also ways to handle these habits when they pop up and to – over time – replace them with healthier habits.
So today I’d like to share 6 destructive and fear-inducing thought habits and what to do instead of letting them roam free in your head.
1. You keep the fear foggy and undefined.
As long as your fear of doing something is foggy and undefined and just floating around in your head it will hold you back and often grow stronger with time.
What to do instead:
Ask yourself this question: what is the worst that could realistically happen?
And don’t just take a second or two to answer it.
Sit down with a pen and piece of paper. Take time to really think about it and to write out the realistic worst-case scenario.
This will:
- Bring a lot of clarity to what you truly fear.
- Defuse quite a bit of fuzzy fears or disaster scenarios that may have been bouncing around in your mind.
- Help you to realize that you can often bounce back pretty quickly even if the worst-case scenario somehow becomes reality.
2. You keep the fear to yourself.
When you keep the fear to yourself then in my experience it can easily take charge of your imagination and build a horrific and paralyzing nightmare in your mind.
Just being alone with the fear makes it is easy to lose touch with reality.
What to do instead:
Writing it out as mentioned above can certainly help. Another step you can take is to share your fear with someone else.
By sharing and getting some level-headed input from a friend or family member that nightmare can often be quickly deflated and seen for what it really is.
And just talking about it to someone who truly listens will release a lot of your inner tensions.
3. You focus on aspects that will keep you stuck.
If you just focus on the negative things that could happen if you face your fear then it will be very hard to start moving forward.
What to do instead:
A change in perspective is needed.
You can get it by talking to your friend or family member and by exchanging ideas and experiences about what opportunities lie ahead if you move forward.
You do it by focusing on the positive and on why you want to move towards what you fear.
A few questions that have helped me to find the more constructive and positive perspective when I have faced a fear are:
- What are the potential upsides that I want and can have by taking these actions?
- What are the potential upsides in one year if I start moving on this path? And in five years?
- And how will my life be in five years if I continue on the fearful path that I am on today?
Talk these questions over with someone. Or take out a piece of paper and write down the answers. Or do both.
4. You misinterpret the often little information you have.
It is easy to take very few experiences – maybe just one – and start seeing them as evidence of something permanent and frightening in your life.
What to do instead:
Question your fears and what they are based upon.
Again, sit down with that pen and a piece of paper. Think back to what evidence you have in your memories for a fear and a belief of yours.
Try to see the situation(s) that created your fear with fresh eyes today. Instead of the way you may usually see them.
Doing this helped me to for example reduce my fear of social rejection.
I looked back at a few situations from my past that formed and fueled that fear.
And I realized that:
- Honestly, I may have just misinterpreted being rejected in some of those situations.
- I often wasn’t rejected because it was something wrong with what I did but simply because we weren’t realistically a good match for each other. Or because the other person had a bad day or because he or she simply wanted to push me down to feel better about himself or herself in that moment.
This was an eye-opening experience and also helped me to understand that everything is not about me and what I do. And that our memories can often be pretty inaccurate and unhelpful if not reexamined later on.
And that our minds love to create patterns and conclusions based on very little evidence or few experiences.
5. You try to push the fear away.
When you try to deny a fear in your life, when you try to push it away or not think about it then it can often grow stronger.
What to do instead:
I have found in recent years that pushing the fear away can certainly work and help you to not be paralyzed from taking action. But I have also discovered that it can sometimes be more helpful to accept the fear.
To accept that it is there instead of for example trying to tell yourself to focus on the positive like a laser-beam.
That may sound a bit vague so here’s how I do it.
- Breathe. Take a few breaths and focus only on the air going in and out to calm and center yourself a bit.
- Tell yourself something like: “Yes, the fear is here. It simply is at this point in time.”
- Take that feeling of fear in and just let it be there in your body and mind. It will be uncomfortable. But just for short while.
Because if you do then after a while – often just after a few minutes of discomfort in my experience – the fear starts to lose steam. It becomes a lot smaller or just seems to float away.
And it becomes a lot easier to think clear and constructive thoughts again.
6. You make it harder than it needs to be to take action.
If you think that you have to take action in a big, heroic and risky leap to overcome your fear then that may often lead to more fear and to not taking any action at all.
What to do instead:
A more helpful way to go about things is to not go all in at once. But to instead just dip your toes in. To take a small step forward but to do it today or as soon as you can.
And to take that first step slowly if you like.
The most important thing is that you start moving. That you start building momentum forward so that you can take more small and perhaps slow steps forward.
Doing things this way will not only build momentum but also self-confidence and expand your comfort zone. And all of this will make it a lot easier to take a bit bigger steps later on too if you’d like to.
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